“Don’t look back at what’s gone, if it’s meant for you it will come to you sooner or later and if it doesn’t it was never meant for you”. So true but yet difficult to accept....
Making a relationship is easy but maintaining that is difficult, one mistake and your relation can just no more be there. At times what you think and what you do contradict simply because you are so stressed about whether things will work in the way you thought that you ignore where your steps are heading towards.
Y is it that people who say I am like an open book are actually the once who have hidden a lot of things within them. Can 2 people have such an understanding that without speaking or expressing they know what other wants or wishes?
A fear of losing someone doesn’t allows us to say what we feel and when we try overcoming our fears it’s already too late. At times when I look back in my past I feel whether my past was better or my present. Y can’t I just pick moments from past which I like to posses and remove all that has happened wrong. It’s my life but still I have no control over it. Choice is mine but options are limited yes or a no don’t have a middle way to it. The conflict between Heart and Mind is never ending. Decisions taken are actually decision which heart does for you and instincts the mind to abide by. If it turns the way it was suppose to be all credit goes to heart and if it doesn’t then I question why doesn’t my mind works when required.
At times my decision affects not only me but others connected to that decision and trust me the feeling of guilt within kill you if your decision has somehow harmed your near ones. But again can’t do much about it as I have no control over my past.......
OMG.......u r seriously becoming good at this. Trust me girl....u have hidden talent. :) Waise many of things u have written i can relate too. Good job and bas kar and don't give me complex. :(
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