Decisions taken right or wrong.......... Just can't change anything now!!!!!!!!!!

“Don’t look back at what’s gone, if it’s meant for you it will come to you sooner or later and if it doesn’t it was never meant for you”.  So true but yet difficult to accept....

Making a relationship is easy but maintaining that is difficult, one mistake and your relation can just no more be there. At times what you think and what you do contradict simply because you are so stressed about whether things will work in the way you thought that you ignore where your steps are heading towards.

Y is it that people who say I am like an open book are actually the once who have hidden a lot of things within them. Can 2 people have such an understanding that without speaking or expressing they know what other wants or wishes?  

A fear of losing someone doesn’t allows us to say what we feel and when we try overcoming our fears it’s already too late. At times when I look back in my past I feel whether my past was better or my present. Y can’t I just pick moments from past which I like to posses and remove all that has happened wrong. It’s my life but still I have no control over it. Choice is mine but options are limited yes or a no don’t have a middle way to it. The conflict between Heart and Mind is never ending. Decisions taken are actually decision which heart does for you and instincts the mind to abide by. If it turns the way it was suppose to be all credit goes to heart and if it doesn’t then I question why doesn’t my mind works when required.

At times my decision affects not only me but others connected to that decision and trust me the feeling of guilt within kill you if your decision has somehow harmed your near ones.  But again can’t do much about it as I have no control over my past.......

Wish List..............

While i was just thinking about what should be my next blog on. I was blank at first, nothing convincing came in mind......wondered whether i will get any thing to write on but wanted to write.

At times your wish list is so long that you dont understand which one to fulfill first. Its easy to say prioritize your wishes but when you have more than one wish at the same time and you want all of them what do you do then? still wondering me too.As soon as your one wish is fulfilled you have more wishes. I still remember not long before when i was seeing in the sky and wished to go at a place where there is peace and silence. No cellphone around no office work  no tension and no thoughts in mind. I am sure most of you want the same. But will we actually like it when we get this... addicted with these things so much that now if i dont check my cellphone for halfanhour i feel something is missing. With all our wishes come the pros and cons of it that makes us more worried... Feel like shopping till infinity but considering my account balance i remember the basic formula once learned in economics "earnings-savings=expenditure". So the wishlist of earning like hell still remains a question. And will i be ever satisfied????

At times work pressure makes me feel like leaving everything and sit and relax at home but just then weekend comes and i feel bored sitting idle at home. We all strive hard and run to get that balance in life but just dont know when will we able to get that right balance atleast i m still wondering. We get happy when our near ones get what they wish but at the same time get disappoined thinking when will we get what we wanted..... The wish list will never end untill our souls are alive....